teenage motherhood

is not all it is cut out to be. i might have finished a year and a half in college already but none of that has taught me anything about how to be a mother...to a 5 day old kitten, abandoned in the back of our preschool. who knew a ball of fur could be so loud and whiny and utterly impossible to hate at the same time? i am trying to keep myself distant in case he does die. [mommy cats do have a good sense for survival of the fittest...not hard to figure out why he got left behind] but as for now i am enjoying almost every minute.

okay so more the minutes that he is asleep than any other time...


p.s. no name yet but i secretly have named him gabriel. don't tell!